Thursday, February 22, 2007
i am a loner. just like nomads. they travel around. i am just like them. always drifting around. with no place to return to. sigh. perhaps those friends who really know me for a long time will understand it very well. i just mask my melancholy away. been doing that for as long as i can remember. don't think i will be updating my blog very often now. most probably i will just write something about my day on my tag. till we meet again. some day. some where.
posted at 9:21 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
both my thumbs hurt. all thanks to my handphone because the keypad has been spoiled and my thumbs need to press extremely hard just for the phone to work. sometime it does not even work! stupid phone! i have been wanting to change my phone for a very long time. that's beside the point. haha. remember i told you about the 30 stuffs that i would need to complete as soon as possible? (obviously you would have known about it. if not please read the previous post =.=) forget about that. i am sick. barely finished 1/10 of it. let me tell you the reason as to how i fall sick. long long time ago, (okay not too long ago) it was at night and i went to relative A's house to eat (obviously) dinner. the food prepared was hot. than the next afternoon i went to relative B's house to eat (obviously)lunch. the food preapred was spicy. at night again i went to relative C's house to eat (obviously) dinner. the food prepared was fried. so if you have known a little bit of mathematics,you would have known that if you consume hot+spicy+fried stuffs= CONFIRM FALL SICK. so last night as i tried my very best to sleep, i simply could not! i was shivering from the cold and kept rolling on bed with my mind felt like as if it could explode anytime soon. 11+ p.m:laid on the bed 12+ p.m: rolling left and right on my bed and i was shivering 1+ a.m: got thirsty, went to the kitchen to drink some water and made a couple of trips to the toilet 2+ a.m: finished listening to my songs on one of the playlists from my ipod while my brain was feeling kind of fried 3+ a.m: finally i managed to get some sleep 4+ a.m: i was awakened and cant go back to sleep. decided to read some chinese stuffs.?! 5+ a.m: grew tired of it and went back to bed... sigh. and another thing, i do not know what or why. is there a rule that says i must fall sick at least once every month huh? i just can't seem to recover properly even though i tried my very best to take care of myself. and the dotor also. last month when i go consult a doctor, he made me wait for 2+ hours while i was there suffering and kept on waiting. the worse part was the medication he gave was not effective enough and i need to go see another doctor again. =.= luckily the doctor which i consulted today gave me a very pleasant experience. i only need to wait for a while and it is my turn plus after the first dosage of medicine i already felt much better. therefore the morales of the day are: 1) buy a handphone with a working keypad so that your thumbs will not be sore 2) treat your thumbs carefully 3) do not be so ambitious and try to complete so many tasks in a day 4) lower your expectation of yourself 5) do not ever consume hot+spicy+fried food because it will make you very heaty and you will fall sick easily 6) when you are shivering from a cold use the blanket and wrap yourself with it =.= 7) rolling left and rigt does not helps you to sleep faster or better in any way 8) read some chinese materials and you will fall asleep soon 9) some doctors are money suckers be very wary of them and finally 10) thanks for wasting around 5minutes of your life to read this post whereas you can do something more constructive. i appreciate it a lot =) take care and God bless
posted at 11:46 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
sigh... so many things to do yet so little time left... blame it on my laziness... who ask me like to slack so much huh... chinese new year got so many days (fri, sat, sun, mon) for me to do my work but instead i chose to do it on today... why... why... and ya i know i am a slow learner... gerald you do not need to emphasize the fact that you can asborb very fast... haha... so here it is... i had made a list of things to be done asap...!
1) vacuum the house
2) tidy up my room
3) buy a thermometer
4) study for chemistry test (28 feb- atoms, molecules and stoichiometry)
5) study for chinese test (?? feb- ???)
6) (overdue)
7) (overdue)
8) (overdue)
9) (overdue)
10) (overdue)
11) (overdue)
12) (overdue) touch up on mathematics tutorial 1
13) (overdue) touch up on mathematics assignment 1
14) (overdue) do the whole of mathematics tutorial 2a,b,c
15) do the whole of mathematics tutorial 3
16) do the whole of mathematics tutorial 4
17) do the whole of mathematcs assignment 2: summation series
18) do the whole of mathematics assignment 3: binomial expansion
19) do the whole of mathematics assignment 4: mathematic induction
20) (overdue) read+tidy up chemistry notes on redox
21) (overdue) do chemistry tutorial on atoms, molecules and stoichiometry
22) (overdue) touch up chemistry assignment on atoms, molecules and stoichiometry
23) (overdue) do chemistry tutorial on redox
24) (overdue) do chemistry mcq worksheet
25) read up chemistry practical book to prepare for chemistry mock spa
26) (overdue) read economics notes part 1 on the market system
27) (overdue) do economics tutorial 1
28) (overdue) read economics notes part 2
29) (overdue) do economics tutorial 2
30) finish whatever economics homework
there there... 30 things to complete... X.x!!! maybe still got somemore but i think it is better to leave them out first... haha...
posted at 9:57 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
as my family boarded the train heading for harbourfront, i sat down wearily among the rows of empty seats. it was late and there were only few passengers. i was looking out of the window, staring at the wall of the tunnel. when the train began to move, i let my thoughts run. i was feeling fatigue since i slept for only three hours the day before. the occasional reminder of reporting anything which is suspicious through the train system had broke my train of thought for the moment...
but... ah yes... the smell of his smoke still lingers on within me. i had been breathing it since i was a child and has not stopped since. it was standard. one stick in the morning before he goes to work, one stick when he reaches home, and a couple more sticks after dinner and before he goes to bed. (God knows how many sticks sticks that he has smoked a day during his work) as time goes by, i guess the smell just gradually grew onto me and did not wear off. somehow, the smell of the particular brand of cigarette that he smokes gave me a feeling of assurance that he is there taking his time out and enjoying his break...
recalling back, i remembered my naivety when i was a small child; barely eight i think. the smell of his smoke then was untolerable to me and i had to pinch my nose in protest everytime to avoid inhaling it. in my tiny mind, i knew that smoking was wrong just like it was common sense. so one day, i cheerfully drew no-smoking signs and pasted it everywhere in the house. be it the toilet, the bedrooms and of course, the balcony (his favourite smoking place). all of those were done in hope that he would change his habit and stop smoking. of course, i was proved wrong...
in the blink of an eye, time flew by. since that day onwards, i had never ask him to quit smoking again. now everytime he smokes, at best, i just try to walk away. however, the smell of his smoke is still there in the air and there's just no escaping to it...
suddenly, i realised that it is time for us to get out of the train. turning towards him, i saw his tired looking face with eyes that were red. i just smiled as we continued our way home. unknowingly, i had treated his smoking habit as a part of him and embraced it with such familiarity. perhaps someday, i will try persuading him to quit smoking. someday...
posted at 9:48 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
heya peeps... first time writing, so please pardon me with all the mistakes... haha... i wanted to start the day at 6.30 today but instead i woke up at 9++... =_= dan i had my breakfast, stone, lunch, spring cleaning and early dinner at 5++... (.?!) so i was bored and had nth to do... came into my room, saw the com and my hands itched... (the keyboard was just too captivating...) (it was calling out to me...) =_=!!! then gui saw me online and asked me make a blog... but i was apprehended because i am a total real IT idiot... haha... she can testify to that... (sorry gui... i reali did not know how to use it and troubled you a lot...) so here it is... my very first post that i wrote on this blog... after much (great deal of) effort like creating this blog's username (because i had actually forgotten my previous blog's username and password!) to memorising my username and password =_= to choosing the skin and adding the song to writing this... feeling weird actually because when i blog, i feel like i am talking to myself... and besides... how often do you see a lifeless person like me blog...? =_= anyway... ah yes... let's go back to the main topic... chinese new year... (i had off track way too much) in my 17years of life, this is the first time that i felt that CNY is jux lyk any other normal day except that maybe i am finally getting to keep the money from all those ang baos this time round... haha... i used to remember that when i was younger, CNY is filled with festive cheers and the atmosphere is so fun... gone were the days huh... maybe i had grown more matured? haha... does not make any sense to me anyway... hmmm.... i would not be sleeping early tonight... most probably staying up as late as possible so as to follow the tradition of "extending my parents' lives longer"... is not that i am superstitious or anything... is just that, well, it is part of CNY and otherwise i will not have any other things to do... =_= and i believe that my parents' life are fine as the way they are... looking at the time. i realised i took half an hour just to write this trash... haha... peeps please understand that i am bored... therefore writing this much trash is justifiable... =p thus it is my sincerest apology if you find this post boring... my stomach's grumbling very loudly now... =_= got to go... must eat somemore...! and yes before i go, happy chinese new year peeps... God bless... =)
(did i leave anything out..? i hope i didnt...)
posted at 9:29 PM
Testing.
posted at 9:05 PM