Saturday, April 21, 2007
my sec class... =)
and yes... i am the guy sitting in front with my *gasps* crew-cut hair...
>.<'''
hahahaax...
i missed queensway man...
arhhhh... the good old days... only classroom that has aircon in the school... slacking around... staying in class to play bridge... "copying" ching en's homework... lol...
been quite busy lately... dun feel lyk blogging even though quite a couple of things happened...
ja~ne...
posted at 5:17 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
thanks lay jia... i am feeling better now... haha... =)
let's start things off on a brighter note shall we...
hmm... i went to the cemetary today to visit my relatives...
-.-
that does not sound right... okay let's try again...
on friday night, i went back to school to watch people who scored more than 4As and above take prizes while xing lu and i who had only scored 3As and missed the chance to join the distinction club by 1A were sitting there clapping...
-.-'''
no wait... it is still not okay... haha...
ooh... i remembered... on saturday morning, queensway corps went for first aid competition... i went back back to the 'budget' HQ... lol... argh... brings back memories... it is where the tekans and all those stuffs took place there... haha...
anyway there's a particular switch at the first floor which is very appealing to me... do not ask me why... is just is... and even though i resisted my urge and tried my upmost best to control it, i still pressed it in the end =D
suddenly the whole first story turned black... -.- Oops... haha...
oh, hang on... i side tracked... ya... i met my juniors who are sec 1 this year... full of potential i say... lol... got this girl who can draw very well... got another girl look quite tom-boish... what has someone who draws very well and a girl who looks a bit tom-boish got to do with sjab..? hmm... maybe the first one can draw the scene of accident and than show it to the medics and the latter can become a very fierce parade commander..? haha... you will never know... as for the guys side... same story lah... the number of girls will always be greater than the guys... can you imagine, only 3 guys leh... haha... this year national day sjab guard of hounour leh... lol... all depend on you le, my sec1 juniors! =D
now back to the main point:
for FAC, the positions are...
queensway corps nursing team: 2nd runners up!!!
queensway corps ambulance team: 2nd runners up!!!
damn happy sia... =D
for the guys side is a bit wasted because for both short case and transportation of causulty, we came in first!!! =D chern ann sir still say we took 12 mins for TOC.... scare me sia... lol... dan foot drill also not bad... we came in second... is only the long case which hai us... >.< overall still not bad lah... at least compared to my year is much much better... i was damn nervous and scared at that time lah... sigh... such a bad leader... haha... we missed the 2nd spot to become the reserve for the nationals... nvm nvm... is an improvement already... now our fac is no longer a push over liao okay... haha...
than... to the girls side... CONGRATS!!! =D haha... good job to vera, 1st man, ying mun, 2nd man, hafizah, 3rd man, siti, 4th man, charmaine, reserve and meiting, steward... i am so proud of you all man... never mind about zhonghua and nanyang... those two always fighting for the first position de... lol... the fact that you all came in third is more than satisfying to all of us liao... it is a very remarkable achievement and all your hardwork, efforts, trainings, scoldings (a lot of them come from mr. yong jing xing i think... HAHA) has finally paid off! lol... be sure to pass the skills down to your juniors too... haha...
that's all... i end it with a happy ending... haha...
( ^.^ )
posted at 4:38 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
it rained today... sigh...
two things happened which made me feel a bit down at the moment...
you called me out of a sudden... asking me to go out... as much as i loved to, i cant... because i know my parents would not like the idea of me hanging around outside...
and it is not your fault... is mine... recently, i have been staying outside till quite late than go home... moreover, i had already agreed to someone else that i will be with them later...
however, i still chose to join you even though i know i will be late meeting them and the risk of getting home late again which might strain my relationship with my dad further...
i was hoping at least you will appreciate it since you know about my situation...
began rushing in the afternoon after the event ended this morning... i left and hurried to you despite it was raining and i did not bring an umbrella... was quite soaked when i reached lavender station...
nonetheless, i still came...
you said you would show me how to train and teach me how to improve... but when i reached there, all you did was only teaching me one thing (after my asking) and went on to do your stuffs...
i was there alone, all by myself...
waited for you to teach me but you kept yourself occupied...
when i needed to go off, you said you will come along with me as well... i thanked you for your kindness... but the thing is...
you kept delaying the time... you said for a little while more... but it seems like you proceeded on to do another round of few more sets... i remained quiet...
on the way out, i wanted to watch the badminton people play for a while too but you walked away...
i wanted to watch the hockey match for a while too... how often do you see people playing hockey? and the fact that i decided to join hockey even though i am very noob at it so i wanted to see the match to have a feel of how is it like and perhaps learn something from it and gained experience... and than...
you suggested the idea of going off first...
o_O.?!
what can i do? ask you to wait for a while too..? no choice mah... i want to see the match but you wanted me to go with you... so i refused loh...
and off you went...
i was there watching the match... alone and all by myself again...
it did not take long before i leave... one of the team scored the first goal and i felt that i had watched enough...
couldnt you just wait..? when you say for a little while more i oso did not reali complain or do anything...
i reached the stadium and saw the whole bunch of you all leaving...
soon after, it began to rain heavily... i only ran 1 round...
pathetic...
so you happy now..?
another thing is...
i came home and my dad was like...
17 years... cant we really communicate properly..?
is there a problem between us..?
i decided not to quarrel with him this time...
but instead i feel sad... why cant we resolve things in a calmer way..?
tired of explaining myself to you when you would not even hear...
anyway i shall stop here... dun wana elaborate anymore... DAMN IT chunkit!!! you are not a girl... stop whinning like one... no wonder people say... haix... maybe i am selfish and asked for too much... i ask for more than enough and take things for granted..?
>.<
posted at 8:19 PM
Monday, April 9, 2007
i am still the econs rep in jj... =)
ignore the previous post... is a whole load of crap... =.=''' haha...
anyway... is five now, slightly drizzling outside, a warm cup of coffee on my desk, and a box of chocolate pocky to go with...
AHHHHH... what a good environment to mug in... (^.^)
track 3 of the song list...
Somewhere Out There by Our Lady Peace
Last time I talked to you
You were lonely and out of place
You were looking down on me, lost out in space
Laid underneath the stars
Strung out on feeling brave
I watched the red orange glow
I watched it float away
Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
Gonna save your tired soul
Gonna save our lives
Turned on the radio, to find you on satellite
I’m waiting for the sky to fall
I’m waiting for a sign
Though we are
It’s all so far
Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeahI
know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Hope you remember me
When you’re home sick and need a change
I’ll miss your purple hair
I’ll miss the way you taste
I know you’ll come back some day
On a bed of nails I wait
I’m praying that you don’t burn out or fade away
And though we are
It’s all so far
Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling back to me
The star that I can seeI know your out there, ohhh
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
You’re falling back to me
I know, I know
You’re falling out of reach ohhhhhh
I know...
doesnt it invoked a lot of feelings...?
haha...
posted at 4:14 PM
Saturday, April 7, 2007
ever get the feeling of being pissed off by something, like say, over the unfairness of the situatation and thus, results in telling myself that i need to be stronger in order to prove that i am not good to take advantage of..?
oh well... i have... and i wonder whether this is a good thing or not... as in, is this the correct attitude that i should adopt..?
is like when someone is better than you, you choose to not believe in it and refuse to accept this fact... rather, you will want to fight against the system and do whatever it takes until the tables are turned... anyway, if you analyse it carefully, this is a case of inferior complex... at least this is how it is to me...
i guessed this is human nature huh... survival of the fittest... only the strongest lives... an ugly side that no one wants to reveal... we all wear masks to hide our true feelings don't we..?
having said that, i am beginning to question myself on my wrapped logic... why am i being so emo suddenly..? is it all part of growing up and maturing process..? to understand how our society actually works..? have i been to naive all along..?
maybe i think too much... it is normal to everyone... should not generalize this matter... but still, i always get this feeling lingering around... don't get me wrong though, i have nothing against anyone at all...
people, if you have read this post, please give me some comments and leave it at the tagboard... thanks... to the others if you think that i had wasted your time by typing such riddiculous and nonsense stuffs than i am sorry... i can't help it...
shall proceed back to mugging, mugging and more mugging..! hahaha... >.<'''
posted at 9:49 PM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
been quite busy lately... plus i do not feel like blogging... do not know why i think about so many things lately... must have been stressed... sigh...
currently in the midst of finding a new blogskin...
anyway... school has started! (obviously -.-) yeah! and i finally settled down with my class in school :) no longer confused with how to get around in school too... haha... and oh ya... i am in bannister house... in case you are wondering what a bannister is... it is a...... i also duno! LOL... seriously i do not know what in the world is that... -.-
CT is nice to the class :) but i get the feeling that he has a fierce side that he kept it... >.<>.< a failed attempt to pon lessons... i guessed now is different from first three months hur... maths lecture will always be the lecturer saying: fol-loh? (follow pronounced in a funny way) and speaking hokkien and chinese to explain the term asymptote. he goes: asymptote is something like a guy very close in chasing a girl but will never get her...
-.-"'
timetable not bad... except for thursday... =x got pc... physical conditioning... is the same as pe... is just that it is called pc in jj... -.- and school ends the longest at 4.30 and than i need to go for my cca training and most probably i will reach home at around 8+? i duno... by then i will be too shack...
and to tell you the truth... i have not been to jp at all since school starts! haha... hmm... maybe my class went today but i thought i got training... turns out that it was cancealed leh... than i missed the chance to go there... T-T
an update on what i did...
friday after school: went back to see the SJAB people :)
saturday night: went for cjc's concert... (philip dragged me de lor! haha...) sat there the entire night watching people playing their music instruments... -.- though i do not quite understand what they are playing but overall i find that they played quite well... -.- haha... after that i went mac with chu ern and philip for some supper(.?!) is only an ice-cream for goodness sake! haha... and managed to sneak into my house without my parents noticing... note: i am especially glad because my dad is usually a light sleeper and will wait up quite easily if he hears even the slightest sound... so i am quite proud of myself! =D muhahaha...
sunday: didnt attend sunday service >.< something unpleasant happened between my parents... shant talk about it... =x
monday: school ends the earliest i think... =) haha... went to causeway point to meet up with charis, emma, her friend ada, spiky <333 (LOL) and gillian... had not seen them for quite awhile liao... the rest of the 0723B people are busy i supposed... and partly is my fault because i didnt inform them that i am coming... T-T bud anyhow we ate jack's place... emma did something really funny twice!! hahaha... shall not elaborate on it cuz it may be unbelievable... -.- LOL than we watched movie and i thought that by then they will be free but gerald says still not okay... so i left there and went home... so near yet so far... haiz... long time didnt take train from innova back to queenstown liao... and oh ya... i heard gerald joined the same cca as i did... hope to see him on the field and trash him man! HAHAHA...
tuesday: after school, jiayi, jinhui, jerome, melvin and me went to kap's mac and mugged!!! haha... ya lor... so fast dan i start to mug liao... even i oso cant believe myself... LOL... but the first thing that i did when i went there was to eat! hahaha... very hungry okay... jc's breaks are scattered all over the place loh... no fixed timing for meals... >.< clement came after that and we mugged (seriously.?!) until late... melvin was like hearing some sort of funny new language when jinhui was teaching him chemistry... haha... he got two teachers leh... after jinhui thought him it was jiayi's turn... lol... this time melvin told me he thought he was hearing spanish... haha... took a bus home together with jiayi and i kept yawning throughout the journey... paiseh... very shack liao... when i came home i actually still wanted to do a lot of things... but after bathing, i doze off immediately... haha...
now and then i think i will be quite shack loh... Zzz... so much so that i was late today in my entire years of education!!! lolx... and is all because of the traffic light in front of the school gate! the bus wanted to move liao but the traffic light turned red! >.< so initially i was not supposed to be late but by the time it turns back to green a few minutes had past le so i was LATE... T-T
that's all until here bah... gona go mug... >.<
posted at 6:14 PM