ever get the feeling of being pissed off by something, like say, over the unfairness of the situatation and thus, results in telling myself that i need to be stronger in order to prove that i am not good to take advantage of..?
oh well... i have... and i wonder whether this is a good thing or not... as in, is this the correct attitude that i should adopt..?
is like when someone is better than you, you choose to not believe in it and refuse to accept this fact... rather, you will want to fight against the system and do whatever it takes until the tables are turned... anyway, if you analyse it carefully, this is a case of inferior complex... at least this is how it is to me...
i guessed this is human nature huh... survival of the fittest... only the strongest lives... an ugly side that no one wants to reveal... we all wear masks to hide our true feelings don't we..?
having said that, i am beginning to question myself on my wrapped logic... why am i being so emo suddenly..? is it all part of growing up and maturing process..? to understand how our society actually works..? have i been to naive all along..?
maybe i think too much... it is normal to everyone... should not generalize this matter... but still, i always get this feeling lingering around... don't get me wrong though, i have nothing against anyone at all...
people, if you have read this post, please give me some comments and leave it at the tagboard... thanks... to the others if you think that i had wasted your time by typing such riddiculous and nonsense stuffs than i am sorry... i can't help it...
shall proceed back to mugging, mugging and more mugging..! hahaha... >.<'''