is the grass greener on the other side?
did i make a mistake when i joined hockey?
maybe i'll be off in rugby?
you know the ashely cole feeling?
is lyk he felt that he was not appreciated when he was playing for arsenal and thus joined chelsea instead cuz he felt that he was wanted there and that chelsea recognised his abilities...
is not that i dun lyk hockey or wad but is lyk after awhile i feel that the team is going nowhere... except for the inter-house when i played with the j2s made me actually realized how fun hockey really is... but after that the feeling just fade away... plus now the team is having internal conflicts... this sucks man... on the other hand, winston kept asking me to join rugby... if i were in rugby, at least i'll get a sense of sastisfaction because i know that i'll be appreciated... duno lah... i'm whiner... only know how to whine instead of helping my team to stick together during this tough time... sigh... i used to be very passionate about hockey whenever i see my hockey stick... but now... is just lying in one corner in my room... haix...
the feeling of being alive with your heart banging against your chest...