directions... i think i need them... sigh... i am lost... no goals in life or whatsoever... just wondering around aimlessly...
choices... is always a fixed way of doing things... is like who you want me to be and not how i want myself to be...
regrets... i had so many of them... and each time i say i want to change for the better, i am back to square one... is like i lack the willpower to go beyond... i really hate myself for this...
be it family matters, relationships with others, academic stuffs and cca... everything is taking a toil on me... i really do not know how to handle it... and is affecting me badly...
who would have believe i come from...
do you not know the meaning of contentment?
some nonsense blogging...
like what min shian said: "if you are still stuck there whining, than i am really sure you are finish."
hey... is the rainy season... do you like rainy days?