the bar has been raised..
what i thought to be hardworking does not seems to pay off cuz everybody is 'hardworking' too -.-
that makes your own hardwork alone never enough
better still, they still can find time to enjoy life..
as if what i perceived as hardworking is what they will perceive as normal to them..
as for me, i dun even work hard (wtf?!)
so you can see how far i have been crumbling behind..
i sucks..
you know animes like d gray man, bleach and rurouni kenshin where the characters like allen walker, uruhara and kenshin who look like they are so harmless and carefree in life but actually beneath the facade, they are actually quite powerful?
how i wish i was like one of them..
feel that my life has been probably quite screwed up..
maybe i'm missing God
sigh...
can a lost sheep ever finds his way and get back onto the right track?
this lost sheep is just so tired of it..
oh well.. God is sovereign.
submitting things into Your hands
and i pray that Your grace is sufficient for me to live in this topsy-curvy utopia..