argh..! it's so crappish..
you're making a choice to live like this
there's such a fine line between insanity and being rational
maybe i think i should go Church soon..
dancing in the moonlight~
apparently the guy who took this photo do not know how to take pictures -.- lols.. but i supposed the effect's alright afterall huh? haha..
went to chinatown point's mac with my family awhile ago.. the songs played by 95fm were what i used to hear when i attend mrs.kao tuition since primary school.. but at that time it was 98.7 station playing these once considered 'pop' songs.. gosh.. i would never have imagined me being where i am today.. time sure has a habit of slipping away.. wonder what the future has installed for me?
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the hiatus didnt really work huh?
lol.. kinda expected it..
my determination wasnt strong enough..
goodbye june holidays..
here comes term 3..
NO SHAKING THRONE!
and so caffeine has lost it effects..
what next?
croatia was so close reaching the semi finals
darn it!
feeling so cranky sia..
is so suck-ie..
where ballet meets bazooka!
woots
high from caffeine..
hope i can pull through all the way until monday..
this is madness i swear..
everytime also last minute study..
shit..
i need chingen's, wanping's and gillian's enthu-ness for chem!
lols..
...I'm afterall, the 3H2s all U guy!
Muawahahaha..
today is a winding road that's taking me to places that i didnt want to go..
take a step back to laugh at all those silly moments and tell yourself, that's life..
spoke to jean last night, her class seems united afterall
i'm still struggling in my present class
yeah a party would be great to end this
philip and toon jin would be busy sprouting nonsense to huilu, eileen, maureen and joanne
jethro most probably will be flirting with chu ern (eunice tagging along), lim yin, cai ping and sharon
by the side will be deborah, jenina and santhi
shao cong striking up a conversation with anyone
gwen and janice together
rachel (outcast?) lols..
alvin, wei jun, and edmund are highly likely to bully seng yang
jian ling, lynette, mona, bing jian, moses, lester and haoxun will just gather together to start talking (the ang moh side) haha..
hope lucy, albert and ching en will be able to come back and turn up
xiang ju, shou jun, rama and ariff bbq-ing for us as usual
alex will be having a busy time as the host
xinglu and zenji most likely will be gulping down vodkas
and mr.low the man himself making a guest star appearance
(you gong gong arh!) i missed him suaning me a lot..
as for me, i'll just be there and soak in the atmosphere
play bridge like never before
(we weren't called the card gang for no reason
played every single recess even though prefects and teachers patrol, homework have not finish copying, tests after that) yeah man..
fifa on xbox
great bbq food
and perhaps even mahjong
let us being intoxicated with alcohol and be merry in each other's accompany as the night slowly fades away
there, the 42 of us from queensway sec year 05/06, class 305 & 405- reunite as 1 big family, just like the good old times
where everything was still rosy and comfy
after spamming myself with hellsing ovas today, i decided enough is enough..
hockey pictures at my friendster..
(yeah i know is only pathetically 2. lol.)
your world is something which only i can read about. sadly, i'm not involved with it ever again.
grow hair grow! hope it gets longer in time when i (hopefully will be able to) meet you in august!
hiatus!
oh, what joy the usage of computer that i'm gonna miss.
dun let euro be the new distraction instead! -.-
hockey pictures!
amazingly, the pictures that we took after the last match were nowhere to be found! -.-
and how many months have past since -.-
is like everybody had forgotten that they were even taken -.-
alex told me weikiat has it.. weikiat told me he finding.. until now also cant find -.-
than came the other day, alex sent tiak leng the pictures..! -.-
so now i waiting for tiak leng to come online loh -.-
than i realised that ytd he said 后天than send me.. which is tml and not today -.-
alex sent him the pics which only showed our backs lah -.-
the pics got the entire team except moon jun cuz he didnt come for the last match -.-
argh..! -.-'''
hope ronson still has the remaining pictures man -.-
during our last match in the first half against acs(i) first team, we managed to hold them 1-0.. bert said that with a little bit more guidance before nationals, we could have make it past to the second round.. if only, there were fewer conflicts in the team, coach really drilling us the way he wants us to play during the last crucial month before nationals instead of doing that only on the last training for half an hour and at least a or some friendlies to gear us up for nationals. the last month was screwed. coach was with his B div. team, we barely know what to train, did physical mostly, captain last minute make jersey, mr. wee say no funds, cant book field unless want play friendlies at hockey village -.-
and so off we went for nationals, unprepared.
i used to envy how high profile ccas like badminton, rugby and soccer having supporters to cheer them on. the feeling of having the whole school being down there for you is so wonderful can. is like the extra player on the field, giving you the additional boost. i remembered the match against cj was horrible. it feels like being in a cage (cuz the entire hockey field was enclosed with fence to prevent the ball from flying out) and cj ppl filled everywhere. it feels like being suffocated. (i can only to whine dun i?) throughout the nationals, i learned that empty vessels make the most noise, thus i shut up and just focus on the man i'm marking and concentrate on the game instead. i learned to be more aggressive, making physical contacts to scare the opponents. like what zhihan taught me, 要张开翅膀. surprisingly though, the teams we met in our group are not that violent (unless you count the fact that the singh hit izzat with his drag flick. ouch! -.-) there were funny moments too. like when coach was so mad at desmond that he told him to bring his basket and set up a pinic on the other end of the field.
the guy's team did not bond as well as the girls. but i do hope we share the same passion. already the new batch of hockey girls are training now! i wonder what happened to the guys? haha.. oh ya, we didnt have our testimonial match with our senior batch. really hope to have a testimonial match against the juniors.. play this lovely sport for one last time..
sometimes i find myself pondering what if i had joined rugby? i'll be in the high profile clique plus maybe plate champions as well?
i remember we used to eat omelettes and than shit later before our matches start because we were too gan cheong..
my favourite XI would be:
proud to be in team jj hockey
pride of a 07/08 player
EVERYBODY wants to be a HERO mah, than i'll be the villain loh..
shit.. i freakingly still dun feel any sense of belonging in s32 even after so many months.. is as if after 2 years i'm sure i'll remain as a stranger to them.. insignificant, unnoticed.. (DAMN IT!!!)stupid mouth.. right from the start i should have be a good boy and do my hw.. well too bad i didnt..
I'M DAMNED AT THE END, I'M DAMNED AT THE START
become a writer? yeah, i love to. i like the way how words are craft into sentences and sentences than become paragraphs. i like the way how slices of life can be stringed together to form a story. language is a beauty lah. but i doubt i got the calibre to reach such level of proficiency. not like numbers, which (unfortunately) does not seem to make any sense to me. -_-
on a side note, i went to the library today and there's a nj guy sitting in front of me and a rj girl besides him. one table away, there are two ac guys and a few tables in front is another rj guy. even queenstown library is being filled with them lah -_-
on a side side note, the nj guy has a 'table tennis' school jacket and the rj guy has a 'chess club' school jacket (what?! even clubs have such thing? i thought sport ccas have such stuff? -_-) i saw cj people have their own sports school jacket lah. is so cool can. jj don't have -.-'''
